Baby Fever!

Okay so I have mentioned this before in the past post about feeling like everyone my age is ahead in life. Well over the past few months I have had the extreme case of "baby fever". I know I'm young I'm only 20 and I feel guilty for having it but not at the same time. More than half of my Facebook friends are either living on their own or with their SO, some are pregnant and others already have babies! I hate when someone on my Facebook announces that they are pregnant. My words are literally "Seriously?" I wont go out and get pregnant but I'm just so curious as to why I'm feeling this way. I'm young, I shouldn't want a baby! To get over my baby fever I went over to my friends house and said "alright I'm taking the baby for a walk!" It was great. She is 7 weeks old and the cutest thing. I brought her to my school and showed her to my teachers. I really wanted to let one of my favorite teachers hold her because I know is really wanting a baby girl! It was great to see her so happy while holding that little bundle of joy! I basically killed 2 birds with one stone because I made us both happy. Anyways I'm going to make a doctors appointment to see what's happening inside my mind and I think I will ask her to test me to see if I can even conceive because one of my sisters can't and my other can conceive on like the first try. I also need to get back on Adderall since I'm starting school in September!